Somehow you found me. Since this is posted early in the blog it means you’re a friend or family member so let me explain some stuff.
At first I didn’t want anyone to know anything about me. I know I will never see half the people who read these blogs again so what’s the point in knowing anything about me? On some social media, I have people I hate who follow me because I didn’t want to seem rude. They will see this. I know what kind of people they are and what they will do because they have made fun of my life more than once. Why would I want to share my personal experiences with these people? Why would I want to share my personal experiences with anyone?
Then I came to the question: why do you care about reading about me? You shouldn’t, I’m boring. I’m just another girl who used to or does attend your school. Why would you care about what I have to say about the world even when you look at me with those disgusted eyes because I scream blood and death around the halls?
But humans are funny like that, they always want to stick their nose where it doesn’t belong. That’s when I realised you people would like to read about me.
I am in no way saying this is what is going on now because I am the one who posts all this personal stuff. It was my decision to do this. But I finally had one less question out of the way. You guys would be interested because maybe you’ll connect to me and understand me or feel the emotions I felt when I recall a memory.
Then there was the question of what the whole point of this was. I’m not an optimist like other people so I kind of thought we may never become popular on this site. What’s the point of it if no one reads it?
And yet we’ve already started to have TCKs read our posts, even if they are our friends. Maybe I can’t help a bunch of people, maybe I can’t even help you. But hopefully, I make you think or make you feel a different emotion than before you started reading my blog.
OR MAYBE I’LL MAKE YOU LAUGH?
The final reason I didn’t want to do this was because I would be blogging about South Korea. I don’t like to be mean to other countries or say “I hate it because ___” in public because it is not my country to judge. I don’t fully understand how it works so who am I to say this country sucks? (not South Korea, I mean in general) But I would really really like to write about what I think about the country and my struggles and all the positive stuff. So I will.
Now that I have this off my chest, I feel a little better and I think I can be an even better blogger.